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Ongoing vCh.9 v0.9.0

Light of my life

RATING 4.5 /5 324 votes
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Ren'Py 126.4K 4.31 GB
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Developer NaughtyRoad
Engine Ren'Py
Version Ch.9 v0.9.0 (Ongoing)
Released: May 21, 2025 Updated: May 22, 2025
Censorship Uncensored

About Light of my life

Nearly five years ago, the death of your wife left you in charge of your two young wards. You tried to be the best caregiver you could, but all three of you were scarred and hurt by the sudden loss of the light in your lives. Now your wards have become grown-up adults, and the grief you share has pushed you apart. Will you be able to overcome the barriers of your own making and help your wards rekindle the light in their hearts?

Light of my Life is an adult visual novel about loss and love. Aid and support your wards to help them overcome their hurts and fulfill their dreams, or let the pain you share drive you apart.

Note from moderators: Look at sample pics provided.

vCh.9 v0.9.0 4.31 GB May 22, 2025

Confused about how the downloading works? Here is a handy guide

Windows
Mega (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Pixeldrain (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Buzzheavier (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Datanodes (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Mixdrop (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Vikingfile (Season 2 - Chapter 9)
Buzzheavier (Season 2 - Chapter 9 Compressed) Datanodes (Season 2 - Chapter 9 Compressed) Mega (Season 2 - Chapter 9 Compressed) Pixeldrain (Season 2 - Chapter 9 Compressed) Vikingfile (Season 2 - Chapter 9 Compressed)
Buzzheavier (Ch.8 v0.8.2 -> Ch.9 v0.9.0 Update Only) Datanodes (Ch.8 v0.8.2 -> Ch.9 v0.9.0 Update Only) Mega (Ch.8 v0.8.2 -> Ch.9 v0.9.0 Update Only) Pixeldrain (Ch.8 v0.8.2 -> Ch.9 v0.9.0 Update Only) Vikingfile (Ch.8 v0.8.2 -> Ch.9 v0.9.0 Update Only)
Gofile (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Mega (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Mixdrop (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Pixeldrain (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Uploadhaven (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Uploadnow (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7)
Mediafire (Ch.1-7 v1.0.2 Compressed) Mega (Ch.1-7 v1.0.2 Compressed) Mixdrop (Ch.1-7 v1.0.2 Compressed) Pixeldrain (Ch.1-7 v1.0.2 Compressed) Workupload (Ch.1-7 v1.0.2 Compressed)
Krakenfiles (Update only Ch.1-7 v1.0.1 -> Ch.1-7 v1.0.2) Mega (Update only Ch.1-7 v1.0.1 -> Ch.1-7 v1.0.2) Mixdrop (Update only Ch.1-7 v1.0.1 -> Ch.1-7 v1.0.2) Pixeldrain (Update only Ch.1-7 v1.0.1 -> Ch.1-7 v1.0.2) Uploadhaven (Update only Ch.1-7 v1.0.1 -> Ch.1-7 v1.0.2)
Android APK
Mega (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Pixeldrain (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Buzzheavier (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Datanodes (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Mixdrop (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Vikingfile (Season 2 - Chapter 9)
Gofile (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Mega (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Mixdrop (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Pixeldrain (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Uploadhaven (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Uploadnow (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7)
Mac OS
Mega (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Pixeldrain (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Buzzheavier (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Datanodes (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Mixdrop (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Vikingfile (Season 2 - Chapter 9)
Buzzheavier (Season 2 - Chapter 9 Compressed) Datanodes (Season 2 - Chapter 9 Compressed) Mega (Season 2 - Chapter 9 Compressed) Pixeldrain (Season 2 - Chapter 9 Compressed) Vikingfile (Season 2 - Chapter 9 Compressed)
Gofile (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Mega (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Mixdrop (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Pixeldrain (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Uploadhaven (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7)
Mediafire (Ch.1-7 v1.0.2 Compressed) Mega (Ch.1-7 v1.0.2 Compressed) Mixdrop (Ch.1-7 v1.0.2 Compressed) Pixeldrain (Ch.1-7 v1.0.2 Compressed) Workupload (Ch.1-7 v1.0.2 Compressed)
Linux
Mega (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Pixeldrain (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Buzzheavier (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Datanodes (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Mixdrop (Season 2 - Chapter 9) Vikingfile (Season 2 - Chapter 9)
Buzzheavier (Season 2 - Chapter 9 Compressed) Datanodes (Season 2 - Chapter 9 Compressed) Mega (Season 2 - Chapter 9 Compressed) Pixeldrain (Season 2 - Chapter 9 Compressed) Vikingfile (Season 2 - Chapter 9 Compressed)
Gofile (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Mega (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Mixdrop (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Pixeldrain (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Uploadhaven (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7) Uploadnow (Season 1 - Chapters 1-7)
Mediafire (Ch.1-7 v1.0.2 Compressed) Mega (Ch.1-7 v1.0.2 Compressed) Mixdrop (Ch.1-7 v1.0.2 Compressed) Pixeldrain (Ch.1-7 v1.0.2 Compressed) Workupload (Ch.1-7 v1.0.2 Compressed)
  • PC/Linux/Mac: Extract and run the LightofmyLife executable.
  • Android: Install the APK (varies depending on your device, <a href="https://www.thecustomdroid.com/how-to-install-apk-on-android/">see here for instructions</a>).
  • Also, see <a href="https://naughtyroad.itch.io/light-of-my-life/devlog/591951/final-update-for-light-of-my-life-chapter-1-7">here</a> for tips and tricks if you are having trouble getting chapter 7 to install or run.
  • Unofficial Universal Update Only Installation:<br>Windows/Linux: Unzip the content anywhere, move all content to your main folder (where the .exe is). Overwrite all necessary files. (Half tested).<br>Mac: You need to copy paste every content from the update only folders into their respective folders, overwriting where necessary, if the folder is not existing you can copy the whole folder (To see the content of an app, right click the app and pick Show Package Contents).(Untested).

Walkthrough & Guide

Walkthrough: FILEKNOT - ANONZIP
Ch.9 v0.9.0 May 22, 2025
  • Adds chapter 9, a shorter, more focused sequence than the previous chapters.
  • Presents choice to opt in to the fetish that is the focus of this chapter if you previously avoided/missed it.
  • Three new achievements.
  • Miscellaneous small fixes to chapter 8.

Minimum

OS: Windows 7+ / macOS 10.10+ / Linux

CPU: Dual Core 1.5 GHz

RAM: 2 GB

GPU: Integrated Graphics

Storage: 4.31 GB

Recommended

OS: Windows 10+ / macOS 12+ / Linux

CPU: Dual Core 2.0 GHz

RAM: 4 GB

GPU: Any dedicated GPU

Storage: 4.31 GB

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62 Comments

  1. NI
    niveK

    This has to be the most ridiculous game I’ve played in a while. The characters are fugly, and the story is predictable and juvenile. The artwork (if you can call it that) is awful. The renders are mediocre, at best. The only reason this is rated so high is because the milking dev got all of his fanboys to go out and write favorable reviews and give it five stars.
    Don’t waste your time with this one unless you intend to give yourself blue balls, and wait ANOTHER 4 years for the dev to milk as much out of this turd, before he abandons it. Which, by the way, most people thought he already did, up until about 4 months ago.

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    1. MH
      mike hawkizard

      Just say you only like white women and peanut butter sandwiches

      0
  2. DA
    Dapper

    You guys are straight up hiding and faking for this cuck Dev. Shame on you

    25
  3. BI
    BigFutaLexi

    biggest shit fest of no action for years and its still going

    25
  4. BI
    Billr070

    After 6 months we get a bug fix. Hope there’s no fools to pay money for this one

    21
  5. MilfHunter
    MilfHunter

    Unfortunately has a ton of bugs in it which causes the game to freeze and crash every few paragraphs. Also the 2 main girls have this ‘uncanny valley’ appearance to them with really short foreheads/hairlines which makes them look like monkey-ish/retarded.

    20
  6. BI
    BigFutaLexi

    its like a wife and mother all the excitement with no prize just non since talking nonstop

    18
  7. SE
    SeriousMatter

    not gonna lie i fapped alot

    8
  8. DG
    drache GRaf

    Mega and nopy link error

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    1. CA
      Carlo

      Fixed in the latest version.

      -4
  9. BI
    Bill

    Continuing or finished?

    2
    1. CA
      Carlo

      It’s on going.

      0
  10. WO
    Wolfe

    Okay first – in the PDF of a walkthrough that you SAY is not needed (it is when the choices are sometimes COUNTERINTUITIVE AND ONE OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS IS A NEEDLESS TWAT IN GENERAL TO MC!!!) * I’m going to assume off a very vague memory of having played this game (or possibly a game with similar models at some point) that her issue with her FATHER [You can change it to landlord or stepfather or whatever the fuck; we ALL know what the hell it’s SUPPOSED to be and WE WILL GET TO THAT…] is that either:

    A) His drunken ass raped her thinking she was her mom (but of course she allowed it because she DID and DOES love him at that point – which is the ONLY excuse I’d accept for why she’s not just as much a virgin as her sister absolutely SHOULD be) Or

    B) She raped him, while he was drunk/heavily asleep because he’s the retard that can’t let go of a wife that’s been dead for five years already (I have lost more than enough family to know damned well it doesn’t go away > I’m pretty DAMNED sure I’m never gonna mistake my own daughter for my fucking DEAD wife!) So she feels like the asshole; doesn’t know how to deal with the guilt and lashes out at MC UNFAIRLY. Which creates a vicious cycle. It’s NOT AS SMART AS YOU THINK ASSHOLE.

    Side Note: Also, Goth Girl does NOT mean either automatic asshole, or Lesbian. It doesn’t mean sexually open, or liberated, or even necessarily willing. For fuck sakes.

    Why? Because these two numbfuck are the MAIN LOVE INTERESTS in your damned game. They don’t even like when you first MENTION Brooke. Who by the way FUCK YOU for even remotely INSINUATING never mind actually maybe implementing might cost him his job. He CANNOT afford that heat if even WITH his damned job his Daughter had to quit high school and fuck over her own potential just to be a waitress at a shitty diner to help them survive. Fuck off. Right, all the way off with that avenue. And no, chuckles – the Coven DOESN’T HELP.

    A) One of them is FUCKING UP THE PREGNANCY KINK = It’s NOT attractive if she’s ALREADY pregnant > It IS ATTRACTIVE IF I’M THE ONE THAT GETS HER THAT WAY. It’s NOT a hard fucking concept. (or rather, it is… if she likes it that way)

    B) One of them already had her own set of asshole kids to deal with (which means she’s NOT likely to jump on board to have more…) and

    C) Party Girl with Daddy Issues, why don’t you just say she’s captain cardboard cut out. (Aside from the fact one of them actually looks flat as a board, and is about as broad in frame as a bloody pencil…) Your character renders ARE weird.

    And you’re forcing lesbian bullshit between SISTERS. There’s the fact that again, the characters COULD be attractive, they have hints that they CAN be attractive… but you went all DEI Body Positivity bullshit with it. (It PAINS me as a Goth myself to have to say it, but if you actually let the older daughter put her hair down, fuck off with all the tattoos – SOME of – and let her fucking SMILE, she’d be about the same as Mona Lisa. It’s not that hard to render a mysterious and enchanting female. She has the base features. But you gave her the tits of a granny for no reason. Which really won’t matter because you do mention that we can TURN OFF THEIR PATHS IN CHAPTER 3… WHEN THEY ARE THE TWO MAIN FUCKING FEMALE CHARACTERS!!! Jesus fucking Christ I’m not getting into how needlessly retarded that option is. You shouldn’t HAVE to recommend we don’t deign not to engage with the fucking crux of the entire damned story!!! Just don’t make one of them such an anxious twit that she’s gonna be forty years old before she remotely gets the chance to be LAID or the other one such a massive CUNT that she’s never going to have more action than with a battery opperated boyfriend for fuck sakes.

    The pregnancy tag is MEANT TO IMPLY IMPREGNATION. Do NOT tell me you don’t know that. It’s NOT that a girl is rendered as already pregnant. You’re being intentionally obtuse; to be an asshole about it. But guess what’s never going to happen because you want to spend eternity focused on TWO characters who absolutely ARE written to be BLOOD RELATED; and will cock block the MC all the way to the insane asylum. You don’t get to make jokes about the youngest twit being concerned about literally blue balling him to DEATH when you are the one ACTUALLY DOING IT. That’s you being an abject asshole. The ONE SCENE SO FAR THAT COULD’VE BEEN SEX YOU DECIDED TO THROW THE FUCKING COVEN INTO – JUST to remind the player that yes… OTHER PEOPLE have gotten pregnant > Ergo have gotten LAID. You prick.

    I swear to everything unholy Dude/Dudette/whatever the fuck you might by now identify as… if you make me wait more than FIVE chapters to actually start having sexual relationships with ANY of the girls, I’m done with the game. Because I know what your intent is by that point. VN doesn’t mean freeze my nuts off because YOU want to tell a FUCKED UP STORY. In ALMOST 3 chapters so far; Elder Daughter has made NO changes to her anger – has given NO MEANS TO ACTUALLY CHANGE IT/TELL THE PLAYER WHAT THE FUCK SHE’S ANGRY AT… and I DO NOT see that changing soon. But bloody fucking hell if you want her to EVER be endearing to the player… It NEEDS TO. Because if I had the option and I know damned well you’re not going to have the balls to do it; I’d say if you hate me that much then leave. Get the fuck out and be done. You’re not helping me, I’m clearly not helping you… and we’re not going to HEAL if you stay. So go, and hopefully you don’t end up in a ditch somewhere for being a rancid cunt to just about everyone that looks at you sideways. No matter if they want to help.

    I will say this once. ONE. TIME. Dev: There is ONLY SO FAR you can push this shit. We are ALL here in some capacity for SEXUAL CONTENT. So I’ll give you ONE free pass with Brooke. You pull the blue ball me card again and I’m just fucking done. Because your writing is not, and is NEVER going to be good enough to warrant the shit storm I can see coming just by introducing Brooke to the TIME BOMB you made the bitch of an elder sister. For NO. GOD. DAMNED. GOOD. REASON! (Rebel, fine. Snarky, fine. Overconfident to the point of needing to be knocked back a peg; fine. How you have written these characters = ALL. OF THEM. NEED TO SEEK PROFESSIONAL HELP OR BE LOCKED IN AN ASYLUM. That’s NOT grief.

    If I wanted to be reminded that I’ve lost just about all of my foundation builders as family; I wouldn’t be trying to escape reality with a naughty game. You DUMBFUCK. I know exactly what those girls are going through. I’ve been through it. MANY, MANY TIMES. NO ONE REACTS LIKE THIS WHEN SOMEONE HAS DIED, WITH THAT MUCH TIME PASSED. They would have broken: AND THEY WOULD ABSOLUTELY HAVE FUCKING MENDED!!! This is barely functional. Which if it was two months after her death > Maybe. It would be that hard. She’s been DEAD for FIVE YEARS. Why don’t you tell me you’ve never lost a loved one, without telling me you’ve never lost a loved one. And if he needed THIS much help just to function for the loss of his wife > he’s NOT dominant enough to ever EARN a Harem. His daughters SHOULD ABSOLUTELY have been his sole Reason D’Etre. If that’s what you’ve meant to convey you’ve abjectly FAILED. At least thus far. So far all this reads to me is YOUR over extended therapy bill you’re taking out on all of us.

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    1. WO
      Wolfe

      You SHOULD actually PROMOTE MC so that he might manage to genuinely be able to AFFORD the fucking harem ending (that most players absolute WILL be going for, since you state there’s no consequences = “Macy” says Hi by the way, no consequences for trying my ass… – to doing so)

      If you want to FIX the bullshit fuckery you’ve done to bork the pregnancy tag in being of accord to the actual KINK here’s how that could go. Since you like party girls and drunk stuff so much: At a random business party X months ago (however far along Sarah is – you both got a little tipsy; she ALREADY halfway thinks her guy is fucking around on her and she’s feeling a bit randy. Like most women she doesn’t know that she’ll get more sexually adventurous and risky when she’s ovulating > will make choices she wouldn’t normally allow > she propositions MC. MC manages to find her hotter than normal because BEER GOGGLES > They smash. He cums inside > She becomes a pumpkin. Fiance’s gonna need to make an appearance on Maury… You’re done.

      That way, she won’t want to know (but may in fact suspect that the kid is actually MC’s because the whole your horse cock is SO. MUCH. BIGGER than X asshole’s is not wrong…) The kid belongs to the MC which allows the player actual investment > makes a decent inclination to want to continue the relationship (make MORE kids with each other) and gives both a viable reason for her to officially join the harem > gives the Coven a viable reason to START liking a guy they barely paid attention to in the first place, so randomly.

      And screw Seira not letting us do Vaginal because she wants to “remain pure.” Girls like that generally AREN’T looking to remain pure (and so many of you twits think a dildo won’t steal her virgin state anyway… >.< ) Her issue is wanting to be able to trust/rely on and gain attention from a guy that has Dad Energy. I’m much more inclined to the BREEDING option than I ever will be to Anal; and part of that is exactly how unwilling MOST women are to allow it to start with. You want me to believe that she wants to commit to the concept of the harem = She lets me fuck her the way I WANT. Then she’s worth keeping.

      And as mentioned above; Zara better be willing to have at least one more kid. Other than that she’s the LEAST physically attractive of the three, and already comes with commitments that are going to dent her ability to participate in dating the MC seriously. (No mother is EVER going to give as much attention to a boyfriend, new or not, than she will and SHOULD to her kid(s). You can say it’s being a dick all you want, but there are REASONS that a guy’s not looking to do more than hook up with a single mom)

      It was at least half way through Chapter 4 before we got to really have a SEX option instead of blue balling (three scenes so far – and one of them is with the woman that BORKS the CORE concept of my second most invested Tag – especially in a HAREM context…) and it will likely be another 3 at least before you let the TWO MAIN GIRLS do anything in as far as actual SEX with the MC. Nevermind reprecussions. Genuinely, douche… there’s a reason that if you’re GOING to insist on making an incest relationship be the core of your whole damned game; you either need to accept that premise and allow the characters to ALL be bloody okay with it, or get to resolving that FASTER so that it can be safely ignored and doesn’t manage to feel like you’re preaching or brow beating. Right now, the arse is two steps away from breaking down again – he’s stuck in a dead end job because YOU want to be an ass, and his co-worker who (only wants to fuck him to incentivize him to screw himself absolutely over) is actively in process of (realistically) getting him as much as herself canned [There is a reason that NOBODY SANE DOES SHIT LIKE THAT…] IS NOT HELPING.

      At this point I’d say you should make him win the lottery for fuck sake just to solve the money issue in how this could EVER manage to actually be a harem (there’s a good reason most games that involve Harem DO NOT focus on finances) BUT I also think that the moment you did you’re the sort of abject ass to right afterward give the MC a heart attack. Just to say Fuck you to your player base, one last time before you bugger off into the sunset. I’m giving this three more chapters total to hit 7 by the time you start fucking absolutely off with EVERYTHING designed to blue ball the player and GET TO THE ACTUAL DESIREABLE CONTENT. If things don’t start heating up (and NOT in the volatile way Genius) soon, then I am going to be done. I do feel I’ve already been VERY generous to this game.

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  11. DC
    David Childs

    update?

    0
    1. CA
      Carlo

      The game is updated to the latest version.

      -4
  12. HU
    Hugh_Jass

    Best adult game I ever played and it isn’t close.

    0
  13. RE
    Ren

    I like the pacing and I’m looking forward to more

    -1
  14. SA
    Salam331

    Chapter 6 is out

    -3
    1. CA
      Carlo

      The game is updated to the latest version.

      4