Ashes of the Sun

I don’t write games. I write novels. I’ve tried writing games; got screwed by the company who wanted me to write the game – as a site editor for about 2 years of pro bono work (that I was admittedly eventually paid for – though I’d also argue potentially underpaid as the site was run in a different country than mine, with different currency values. So to them, it wasn’t. To me, it was possibly) They actually contacted me twice – after their first attempt tanked when I told them I couldn’t work on a day they wanted me to as I had other obligations. The second time didn’t go any better than the first, for PHYSICAL health reasons. Just in case your blockheaded ass gets any bright ideas. I’ve since decided that I’m not going to attempt to get into contact with those people again. I CAN write in the vein they want me to, but if I’m going to I want to be paid the amount I am worth in MY country’s money. Which they said they couldn’t afford. So there’s no point.

I have completed several series. Note: Series. Not just novels. Over 37 in fact. They are finished; but the only way you’d get to read them is to buy them, and I can’t afford to self publish even one book – nevermind the number in some of my completed series’ – at about $21 – 25 k a piece. You want to foot that bill, I wouldn’t mind publishing my work. Until then, all you’re doing is being a mouthy little asshole. The same as you accuse I’ve been. The difference being I guarantee you, I can do it more verbose, and in ways you probably won’t understand.

The tags are there because the CONTENT is there; the fact that you CAN eavesdrop (watch – not just eavesdrop – you have to walk away if you don’t want to see the actual Incest) means the content IS there. There is NTR if it is a harem game > and she was ever intended to eventually be a love interest (like if Ethan oh, I don’t know – bites it. In a dystopian future where the sun is fucked… and bio organic psuedo science BULLSHIT is effectively going to turn everyone into mutant zombies… Including the fucking MC. Because he was literally infected. For, reasons… Not GOOD reasons mind; just reasons) * Also want to point out “infection” does not work Halfway. He IS infected, and potentially resistent. Which might (if it worked like an actual pathogen/virus) become immunity, or a viable workaround in mutation (like vampirism in some stories) It’s still stupid until the Devs bother to EXPLAIN to the audience why it ISN’T stupid, and what good should actually come out of it. Like Superpowers… Hence my “he should do X apparently overly violent/insane thing” rant, according to you. Because the dev coding his friend to get nearly gang raped/making MC beat down and kill the hell out of those two dipshits was somehow SANE?

You can disagree with me all you want Asswipe: you DO NOT get to tell me to take meds. You don’t know if I was at some point NOT given a fucking choice. You don’t know me well enough to know what my “red flags” are, nor will you ever. You don’t know how many doctors I’ve been to, trying to take care of my own mental health – who ALL got the diagnosis WRONG because no one even knew I was Mid Range Aspergers until I was 30. You DON’T get to judge me for stating my opinions, or advise any one medically = until you present us with your fucking doctorate that tells us you’re bloody qualified to do so… and even then I’d tell you exactly which window you can go jump right out of. My anger is MY burden. Your opinion is neither warranted, nor wanted.

It’s NOT “losing” his fucking marbles. It’s a world were you’ve ALREADY been encouraged to take VIOLENT and CRUEL actions in DOMINANCE (Were you not paying attention? Did you actually fucking PLAY the damned game?) A violent reaction to the judgmental as fuck CORNER the damned DEV is KNOWINGLY WRITING HIS OWN MAIN CHARACTER UNNECESSARILY INTO, is not either HIM losing his marbles, or me having a red flag. It’s ONE potential course of action.

And by the way Numbnuts: the MC can pursue 3 women at least (with the white haired girl probably on that list soon for a hat trick, with possibly more incoming) so yea. It’s a fucking Harem. By raw definition of at LEAST 3 – IF they all agree on the fact he CAN fuck them all = and they should if they want to A) be under his protection and B) KEEP fucking him at all – then yes. It’s a god damned harem.

You don’t have to agree with me, but you don’t get to talk to me the way you have without me taking the same shots. So here’s my answer to your “take your meds” Give them to me, and I’ll shove my fist with them clenched in it so far up your ass YOU’LL be the one to feel the effects of whatever bullshit chemical reaction YOU think I need. Then we’ll see how “Chill” YOUR jets are. I’m fine the way I am. It’s called VENTING asshat.

The game has actively dumb mechanics, SHIT writing, and is doing FAR too much to be punitive to it’s own CORE character. Literally the DRIVING FORCE of the game. As in: IT DOESN’T EXIST WITHOUT HIM! The girls are supposed to be a DRAW – they’re NOT going to be that to most people that play these games to Fap, if they can’t even agree that they WANT to fuck MC… while expecting him to be the protective “white knight” and bend over backwards keeping them all ALIVE! There’s only so much of the bent over bitch to earn “good boi” points most of us will tolerate, in GRINDING to earn the right to see those scenes. Then DEV pulls a bait and switch overly emotional “He betrayed me!” three ways, scene because the girls who all WANT to fuck him, and have been passive aggressive as balls about it; all find out he’s been TRYING to fuck all of them. And somehow despite being the most capable/domiant and leader type they have who WILL go out of his way to solve their BULLSHIT, they think they can just kick him to the curb or threaten him/emotionally abuse the fuck out of MC and he will still CHASE them afterward? No HUMAN thinks like that. But you’d rather tell someone you don’t know they’re “insane” by implication than take two seconds to rub the one and a half brain cells you have together and THINK about anything in the plot, in CONTEXT.

There is NO way for him to get out of the bullshit HOLE the devs have put this bastard into. Not without exposing his INFECTION. Not without risking those he cares about – and probably not without becoming Swiss fucking Cheese. There IS NO story when you go this far out of your way to ham-string your own LEAD character. Jesus. And there’s NOTHING worth it in trying to find the other paths. The girls will treat you the SAME way, if you go for more than one of them – and there’s NO good reason NOT to, if they’re in a game like this. That’s the Dev being a Dick. Knowingly, to punish those who WANT the game to be a harem. When it’s CODED like it CAN be – SHOULD be, and is factually right there TAGGED. Probably not just on this site. I can go look it up on another – I bet you anything it still has Harem as a tag. That argument is NULL. The incest thing is Heavily Implied as yet, in expectation and to most Harem lovers it will still be NTR implied if the Mom or Sister character have other love interests. [Because the only reason they exist is the AUDIENCE may want to pursue them as Love Interests * And the Devs would pull such a thing KNOWING that. So it’s NTR flagged if they go there – and if they don’t; they’ll probably try the same overly guilting judgmental as fuck crap that put Radiant on such a crawl to get any development]

I’ve played both ways. The kind – Kind outright TELLS you it’s GOING to fuck you over, for trying to be kind, which it also implies for being bold or cruel… – and intelligent ways forces a dumbassed minigame (that I did save/load to beat) and denies you any actual DOMINANCE content. Staying home with the best friendo takes you on another path that involves several people who aren’t your high school friends just for it to randomly end up in the same damned place anyway. Because the devs couldn’t be bothered to actually go ALL IN on branching path narratives. The characters that AREN’T your classmates if you stayed home have literally NO actual relevance to the plot. Why? The violent/cruel path at least allows you to be Domineering – but then it pulls the Psychotherapist bullshit out of it’s ass to JUDGE you. Why bother having it in the damned game then? We weren’t the ones that put it there. The CONTEXT of her being an “authority” figure with NO actual protection that should be able to get to MC before he can rip her throat out… should’ve had her as a trained ” therapist” with any level of survival instinct know that there are buttons you DO NOT PRESS. And if the dev had half a fucking brain cell they wouldn’t have added a mom and sister – just to INCREASE THE TENSIONS against that Button, unnecessarily. But sure… I’M the one that needs to “take my meds.”

Go fuck every inch of your own ass, without lube, with the sharpest, longest most lethally large implement you can find or purchase. Dumbass.